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I guess this would be the place to do this.
As some of you may know, I was recently engaged to a man in the army. We had a child together and we were supposed to be getting married July '07 but it didn't happen. He told me, for the second time, that he was being unfaithful, so we finally broke it off (and this time for good). He had called me in the hospital to tell me this when I was already in a bad place, but I suppose it's best he told me there as I couldn't do anything stupid. Of course I cried and freaked out once the reality hit me, but now I know that it couldn't have been the best thing for me.
I've really tried to move on and put him in the past. I'm trying to talk to other people, I even dated another guy. But now that's gone too. While I was dating Caleb (my most recent ex) I met a girl who is so amazing. I didn't think that I would fall in love with this girl...but I have. I love her with everything that I am. I would do anything for this girl. She is my world, and I couldn't be without her. I can't imagine my life without her at this point. She is everything to me. I don't really even know how to explain it all.
Anyways, there's a bit of a problem. NOBODY KNOWS THAT I'M BI (and I'm not quite sure how to tell anyone). I didn't expect this to happen. I didn't expect to fall in love with another girl...but it happened and I'm loving it. I couldn't ask for anything more. I'm just scared that if anyone in my family or my friends finds out they aren't going to accept it. I mean sure, my family isn't exactly proud of some of the things that I've done, but this seems to be different. I don't know. I'm really worrying about this, but I feel like I need to get it off my chest. I need to tell someone and I'm not sure where to start. Even doing this is a big step for me I guess, as pathetic as it may seem. If you have any advice, I'd love to hear it. Thanks!
I guess this would be the place to do this.
As some of you may know, I was recently engaged to a man in the army. We had a child together and we were supposed to be getting married July '07 but it didn't happen. He told me, for the second time, that he was being unfaithful, so we finally broke it off (and this time for good). He had called me in the hospital to tell me this when I was already in a bad place, but I suppose it's best he told me there as I couldn't do anything stupid. Of course I cried and freaked out once the reality hit me, but now I know that it couldn't have been the best thing for me.
I've really tried to move on and put him in the past. I'm trying to talk to other people, I even dated another guy. But now that's gone too. While I was dating Caleb (my most recent ex) I met a girl who is so amazing. I didn't think that I would fall in love with this girl...but I have. I love her with everything that I am. I would do anything for this girl. She is my world, and I couldn't be without her. I can't imagine my life without her at this point. She is everything to me. I don't really even know how to explain it all.
Anyways, there's a bit of a problem. NOBODY KNOWS THAT I'M BI (and I'm not quite sure how to tell anyone). I didn't expect this to happen. I didn't expect to fall in love with another girl...but it happened and I'm loving it. I couldn't ask for anything more. I'm just scared that if anyone in my family or my friends finds out they aren't going to accept it. I mean sure, my family isn't exactly proud of some of the things that I've done, but this seems to be different. I don't know. I'm really worrying about this, but I feel like I need to get it off my chest. I need to tell someone and I'm not sure where to start. Even doing this is a big step for me I guess, as pathetic as it may seem. If you have any advice, I'd love to hear it. Thanks!