I am really tired of people who pretend they care. I am not speaking of anyone on these boards BTW. I have been to therapy, out patient hospitalization, confided in friends...that got me no where. In fact, I really have no friends left. A bunch of fair weather people they are. Always saying they are there for you..what a load of bullshit. I know I tend to take things out of people who don't deserve it and I have explained it to them and told them to ignore me. I am tired of being bottom of the barrel and deserve some undivided attention at times. When I talk to you on the phone please don't pre-occupy yourself chatting online. That is the ultimate put down.