Have been having bad anxiety when I walk around public places. I haven't ever noticed my anxiety to be this bad until I started school. I'm not going to continue with school because it's not working out. I am still suffering from the anxiety though. I started taking diphenhydramine for the anxiety because it seems to help and it's over the counter. I think it may be having a bad effect on me. Today I was feeling great, and I wasn't as nervous. I pulled out a book and as I was reading it the words I could hear them being spoken in the vents of the library, and through the door of the people talking. I knew that they weren't reading every single word that I was reading from the book. I have gotten this way before. I haven't been this way in awhile. I think it's helping with the anxiety but its causing delirium which is a possible side effect. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't go anywhere without feeling self-conciouse. I can't make it go away. Can't make it stop.