Someday I will sleep???

[PhoenixLady]

The circles under my eyes seem to get deeper with each day

I am tired of looking at the clock

I am tired of no rest

Sleeping pills do not even give me any extra rest

I am tired of being awake for six hours or so before I have to work- usually eleven hours

I want to be taken care of but I should stop whining because it’s never going to happen

I crave the silence but am afraid of it so I gravitate towards it

 

[PhoenixLady]

I regret posting this
I really wish that I could delete it

 

[Sassy Cat]

Hugs Phoenix we are here for you

 

[Human Ex Machinae]

I am tired of being awake for six hours or so before I have to work- usually eleven hours

During the work week it's not uncommon for me to be asleep by 8pm and wide awake by 3am. What I do is, I just get up, fix myself a snack, and park myself in the living room on my comfy couch and start clicking on things on my pc. Then, about 2 hours before I have to start pretending to be human at work, I put this on Youtube, loop it, lean back and it knocks me completely out until the "WAKE UP YOU CRAZY BASTARD!" alarm on my phone goes off. That solid nap before getting ready for work makes all the difference. For me, this lady whispering is like morphine. Give it a try. It's kind of silly but at least there are no known side effects.