A few months ago I felt happy. I loved my life and felt grateful that I could feel positive with all of the negative going on. I lost a baby.... my second loss....and I felt gratitude for such great support. That all changed when I found pictures of my best friend on my husbands phone. My world crashed. Now I sit here 11 weeks pregnant and continue to be lied and cheated. I am so broken that I don't want to exist at times. I have a toddler at home and can barley care for him. I feel so hopeless and broken. Sorry feels like such an empty word.