Last Wednesday I went into a shopping mall. The shop owner knew me and gave me a gift. I was surprised and scared, because when something good happens in my life, it is usually followed by a string of problems and misfortune. Well, I wasn't wrong, and now I am staring at the Yellow Pages.... A 18-month case file that I am responsible for is going to end in failure because it never had a chance. The builders for my house just messed up their schedule and now I am going to have to explain to the tax office to sort out the mess. I completely lost a project that I have spent over 300 hours on without any hope of recovery. And to make it better, I just screwed up a job interview today, which makes me still jobless since January. So I am staring at the Yellow Pages, wondering just how I am going to break into the legal profession let along making everything right in my life. Not sure whether I should just bash my head against it until the pain overwhelms me.