@golightly , first of all, welcome to the SF family

tackles I'm really glad that you found us, you have found the right place!
I'm sorry to hear that things are really tough for you right now, but if you stay tune with us, I'm pretty sure that we can help you as much as possible

Life gives you lemons, I know, but we are all hear to listen to you....you are not alone.
Take care now and see you around
