rite i started out as a self harmer which i still do..now the depression has crept in .my sleep patterns r suffering.i am so tired.i lie in bed at nite with my eyes wide open.i am scared to shut them bcus ov the images i see.my body wants to sleep but my mind dont.i cant remember the last time i laughed.i am feeling worse every day.my moods are becoming more intence.i can be siting in a public place and i can feel the tears filling my eyes.i wish i had someone who understands me.