I don't have the energy to go on about this for very long so i'll stick with the facts and what the consequences are for me.
I'm going back to university in 4.5weeks. This in itself brings on a lot of nervousness and slight anxiety as it's been about 4 years since I been in school/education.
But I really want to do this English Language and Culture course
(http://www.ru.nl/students/bachelors...verview_programmes/arts/english_language_and/)
so I'm sure it'll be alright, but
my schedule from september (when I start the course) on will be ridiculous:
Mondays: uni during the day, football (soccer) training in the evening
Tuesdays: uni during the day, work in the evening
Wednesdays: uni during the day, football (soccer) training in the evening
Thursdays: uni during the day, work in the evening
Fridays: uni during the day, work in the evening
Saturdays: work in the morning, revising/studying/etc in the afternoon/evening
Sundays: football (soccer) match in the morning/during the day, revising/studying/etc in the evening.
I will have NO evening free to myself, nor will I have proper time to visit my parents/family (they live 2hrs away from here) or hang out with friends, without compromising my schoolwork.
Why not stop the football, you might ask? Because it's one thing I love doing, and secondly, I need to stay in shape, I need to do some kind of sports and since I really love playing football I'm doing that. I might be able to go to just one practice a week, but that might cause me to land on the bench during matches :sad:
Then why not work one night less, you might ask? Well here's the thing. I HAVE to work at least 4 shifts a week (evening shifts are only 2-3hrs long), to be able to even afford going to university.
You see, I'll get about 800 euros each month off the government (this includes a student loan i had to take). 250 goes to rent, 115 to health insurance, 15 to other insurance (don't know what that one's called in english), 140 each month on tuition for university (it's a total of 1600 something euros a year). and then phone bill... leaves a little less than 250.
Well there's clothes, food, soccer, transport during weekends if I go places (thank god there's free public transport for students on weekdays) and things like when I need things repaired (for example I crashed the landlord's car last week, it'll cost a few hundred bucks to be fixed).
If I don't work extra I won't ever be able to visit my mother's grave during the weekends (it's 45 euros just to get there and back!! :dry: ), or to visit family (same ridiculous amount).
I'm really frustrated at all these costs and seriously doubting whether I'll be able to do this.
I'm so stressed :sad:
I'm going back to university in 4.5weeks. This in itself brings on a lot of nervousness and slight anxiety as it's been about 4 years since I been in school/education.
But I really want to do this English Language and Culture course
(http://www.ru.nl/students/bachelors...verview_programmes/arts/english_language_and/)
so I'm sure it'll be alright, but
my schedule from september (when I start the course) on will be ridiculous:
Mondays: uni during the day, football (soccer) training in the evening
Tuesdays: uni during the day, work in the evening
Wednesdays: uni during the day, football (soccer) training in the evening
Thursdays: uni during the day, work in the evening
Fridays: uni during the day, work in the evening
Saturdays: work in the morning, revising/studying/etc in the afternoon/evening
Sundays: football (soccer) match in the morning/during the day, revising/studying/etc in the evening.
I will have NO evening free to myself, nor will I have proper time to visit my parents/family (they live 2hrs away from here) or hang out with friends, without compromising my schoolwork.
Why not stop the football, you might ask? Because it's one thing I love doing, and secondly, I need to stay in shape, I need to do some kind of sports and since I really love playing football I'm doing that. I might be able to go to just one practice a week, but that might cause me to land on the bench during matches :sad:
Then why not work one night less, you might ask? Well here's the thing. I HAVE to work at least 4 shifts a week (evening shifts are only 2-3hrs long), to be able to even afford going to university.
You see, I'll get about 800 euros each month off the government (this includes a student loan i had to take). 250 goes to rent, 115 to health insurance, 15 to other insurance (don't know what that one's called in english), 140 each month on tuition for university (it's a total of 1600 something euros a year). and then phone bill... leaves a little less than 250.
Well there's clothes, food, soccer, transport during weekends if I go places (thank god there's free public transport for students on weekdays) and things like when I need things repaired (for example I crashed the landlord's car last week, it'll cost a few hundred bucks to be fixed).
If I don't work extra I won't ever be able to visit my mother's grave during the weekends (it's 45 euros just to get there and back!! :dry: ), or to visit family (same ridiculous amount).
I'm really frustrated at all these costs and seriously doubting whether I'll be able to do this.
I'm so stressed :sad:
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