Suicide is not the answer, trust me. Ive been there. Depression is huge in my family. Ive had two uncles kill themselves, and a thirteen year old nephew too. Ive also suffered from depression for many years. I used to think of suicide everyday,.. an easy means out, i always thought. no more worries, no more bills, no more struggles, no more pain. But its not,...its not the answer. You are somebody, whether you believe it or not. we all are, and although life has all these pains,.. there are some things that are beautiful. Not everyones dreams in life come true. I know mine didnt. I didnt go to college for one, like i should have.. now i am a 32 yr old telemarketer,.. ive had 9 miscarriages, got this biological clock tickin and cant do anything bout it, cause im too broke to adopt,.. can barely makes ends meet right now, with my husband outta work for the last seven months. Had the car repo'd.. i mean, truly the list for me goes on and on...but in all the anguish, somewhere, we gotta stay positive. do you really wanna die? be gone forever?... is suicide the answer for you??... i truly hope,.. it isnt. no matter how much pain ive gone thru,.. i know things cant get much worse, somehow, and i know it sounds ridiculous, it helps me feel better, knowing that. maybe you could find a hobby,.. something to take your mind off the suicidal thoughts. :smile:... or write things,.. if u like to that is. i started a journal recently,.. its actually quite relaxing. i now write in it like 6 times a day.. neways u are someone special.. and remember that. i dont know you, but i dont have to, to know that what your thinking of doing is foolish...and if you ever need someone to talk to, just write me.. :smile: