Almost 10 weeks pregnant and been struggling with the morning sickness still. Had struggled off and on for 22 years with an eating disorder. Mostly anorexia than the bulimia. I been trying to eat for the baby but a lot of times food is having me feel so sick. My husband's best friend who does crisis (psychiatrist) was over at our house the other night. He asked me if me feeling ill from the thought of food was from the morning sickness or the eating disorder. I told him it was from the morning sickness. I didn't tell him I been getting triggered a lot over this morning sickness. Just can't pinpoint what I can eat. And at times feel like making myself sick to feel better. I'm scared to gain the weight but knowing I need to. Just hard. I just don't want to gain a whole lot. Just not sure if I'm suppressing the eating disorder or it's really the morning sickness than anything.