Hi, Celeste. I’m glad you feel afraid (undecided, too?) about doing it. Please call a crisis line and talk to someone, call the EMTs, 911, 999, go the emergency department. Today, this minute might feel bad, but there are always ways we can make things better than they are. Please give yourself that chance. I’m so sorry you feel so badly right now. Please let us know that you have contacted a crisis team or someone for some irl help. We can support you, and we want you to be okay!

Stay safe!