f. honestly i dont want to deal with anymore crap anymore. i dont want to deal with being worried, sad, angry, just all of the shit we all face. im sure no one here wants to deal with their crap.. but its here. pointless ranting, and yet i still go on. sigh what do you do when your so tired of these emotions.. when you just cant take it anymore? fuck i just want to beat the shit out of someone right now. sigh even if you get what you want theres always something that can take that away from you.