Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[1964dodge]

More hugs then

thank you

mike....

 

[Windhover]

yes. I don't have a method at hand.

 

[I_waste_everything]

Yes, yes I am.

This isn't right! This isn't me! Or anything! It's for everyone else but this isn't my stop! I have to go, right now!

 

[I_waste_everything]

yes. I don't have a method at hand.

I'm sorry. But at the very least, I'm glad for you not having a 'method' on hand. Wishing you safety and distance from means as long as you need.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[cinnnamonflakez]

every single part of my mind and body is rotting. i've barely done a single thing in weeks. eating is a struggle, sleeping's practically impossible and everytime i try to get anything done feels like torture.

i don't know what's real anymore, i'm so tired. i just wanna die

 

[Angie]

Yes. I've contacted my psychiatrist and have an appointment next week. I seriously doubt he can help, as I've taken about every psych med known, but I gotta try something.

 

[Winslow]

At first I felt dismal but after reading the posts of the other participants, I see that they suffer much worse. So in comparison I'm lucky.

 

[LumberJack]

no, but I also wouldn't mind it if something else was to take me out. I'm sleep deprived and not eating well, but I'm doing better today. I think I managed to get so out of whack on nutrients that don't come from packaged foods that I'm a near-zombie. I am reintroducing helpful microbes for digestion. Kefir and kombucha, also green bananas.

 

[AmberMarie]

i wish i could go to sleep and not ever wake again.

 

[1964dodge]

i wish i could go to sleep and not ever wake again.

 

[1964dodge]

yes but no

mike

 

[Windhover]

yes but no

mike

(h) to you, if you want. Mike, I hlpe your health is improving.

 

[Windhover]

Not today. I'm curious as to whether the book I'm reading will help me heal, so that's good.

 

[AmberMarie]

Yes!

 

[LumberJack]

no, then yes, then no again. I keep feeling like I belong here... and then again that I don't.

 

[may71]

Not today. I'm curious as to whether the book I'm reading will help me heal, so that's good.

You're welcome to say what the books is if you'd like to, but it's also ok if you don't want to.

 

[Windhover]

The Invisible Lion How to Tame Your Nervous System and Heal Your Trauma by Benjamin Fry

 

[maxsmaxs]

Can someone convince me out of it?
I think its just impulsive, but I'm feeling extra ordinarily brave. I don't know how to recover from what triggers it. It's like being branded with guilt and shame. I know people won't care but i do. I can't stop thinking about it. It drives me to despair. I want a fresh start but only death seems to be the only way out.

 

[Lane]

Can someone convince me out of it?
I think its just impulsive, but I'm feeling extra ordinarily brave. I don't know how to recover from what triggers it. It's like being branded with guilt and shame. I know people won't care but i do. I can't stop thinking about it. It drives me to despair. I want a fresh start but only death seems to be the only way out.

Welcome to the forum @maxsmaxs. While I might not be able to convince you out of it, the support and feelings of others here may help you deal with your emotions better. We do care about each other here and that includes you.