Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?
- Thread starter Petal
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Yes. I feel like I am ancient and just tired of living. I lack desire for life. I don't want anything. Even things I fantasized about just a couple of years ago now feels stupid and pointless. The universe has been throwing synchronicities at me like crazy. Maybe my time to go is close.
My country is hellbent on forcing me to join the military, but you know that already. I am planning to the recruitment center on the 30th of May, maybe a week or two later than that. 25 days...
My country is hellbent on forcing me to join the military, but you know that already. I am planning to the recruitment center on the 30th of May, maybe a week or two later than that. 25 days...
i hope those intrusive thoughts lessen for you.
I feel somewhat suicidal but not the usual 'I WANNA DIE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!'
Yesterday was orthodox Easter and we today had a traditional dinner. It is something we do every year day after easter. We drank some vodka, spoke with my cousins. It was nice. Everyone is sour because of the country's situation though, but the vodka smoothed that over.
Yesterday was orthodox Easter and we today had a traditional dinner. It is something we do every year day after easter. We drank some vodka, spoke with my cousins. It was nice. Everyone is sour because of the country's situation though, but the vodka smoothed that over.
