Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[seabird]

@Always Hopeless I'm sorry for your loss.

I'm a mote of dust over here in this part of the planet but I believe it counts for something to say, I hope you stay around, because in reading your post you seem like one of the best.

You're welcome here, and not alone with those feeling of wishing not to have been born.

I have helped so many people. I've even saved a few lives.

Thank you for this.

 

[Always Hopeless]

@Always Hopeless I don't know what to say, except please hold on. I don't know if your feelings of worth ebb and flow like mine, but if they do, I beg that you please keep with us until the tide lifts your ship again.

I've been holding on for a long time. Too long to be honest. I'm in my 30's and my life is still the same as it's always been. I don't have the strength to hold on especially since it's just because other people want me to.

I do have self worth now which is one of the reasons why I'm ready to go. I'm not valued in this world and I don't have a hope of ever being happy. I've tried everything, believe me. I've even hired an attorney, tried to make police reports, tried with other countries. It's because I have self worth that I don't want to live like this anymore. Being dead is kinder to myself than being forced to suffer for other people. If those people really care about me then they understand why I have to go and why I'll be in a better place. Anywhere is better than this world.

 

[Always Hopeless]

@Always Hopeless I'm sorry for your loss.

I'm a mote of dust over here in this part of the planet but I believe it counts for something to say, I hope you stay around, because in reading your post you seem like one of the best.

You're welcome here, and not alone with those feeling of wishing not to have been born.


Thank you for this.

You're welcome. At least I was able to do a little bit before I'm gone.

 

[may71]

I have so much to offer this world. I have helped so many people. I've even saved a few lives. I have the potential to do much more. But that's not what the world wants from me. I have no value in this world and that's been made very clear to me. There's no way for me to recover at this point.

I'm sorry this has happened. You're welcome to say more about this if you'd like to.

Sending hugs if you would like hugs

 

[Trying4Life]

To quote Adam Gnade: All good people are necessary.

I am quite fond of his small book, The Do-It-Yourself Guide to Fighting the Big Motherfuckin’ Sad.

 

[seabird]

You're welcome. At least I was able to do a little bit before I'm gone.

You deserve kindness, safety, and care.

I'm still wanting to say while I don't want you to be hurting, please stick around.

 

[Rhidia]

I'm sorry this has happened. You're welcome to say more about this if you'd like to.

Sending hugs if you would like hugs

Thanks, always need a hug. Also, bad night and don't feel right. If I go backwards with sleep? I'm getting off.

 

[seabird]

Not today, this is odd.

 

[DarkNightshade]

Unfortunately, a little. I'm worried about slipping back into darkness. We'll see how it goes.

 

[DarkNightshade]

To quote Adam Gnade: All good people are necessary.

I am quite fond of his small book, The Do-It-Yourself Guide to Fighting the Big Motherfuckin’ Sad.

Thanks for the recommendation. I'll take a look.

 

[Dude111]

I hate everything.

We can see reality.. We can see how shitty the world is now... People who are happy are brainwashed MARKED assholes!!

 

[LumberJack]

Fantasizing about it and overburdened with intrusive thoughts. I will take any support or advice that is available. NOT impulsively hurting myself is getting harder by the day.

 

[LumberJack]

Not today, this is odd.

Great to hear, thanks for sharing that with us!
<----------This is, again, meant as a sexy male cheerleader, or another gender if you prefer.

 

[Road to Nowhere]

Yes, everyone has there limit, reached mine a long time ago. Thoughts go out to everyone, hope things get better. Sending Hugs to anyone who would like one.

 

[cev77]

Not today, this is odd.

So happy to hear it. I hope it will continue.

 

[seabird]

So happy to hear it. I hope it will continue.

Thank you. I hope so. I don't now if others have this too; a lack of confidence, that is is just out of sight for the moment.

I hope you're going toward feeling better cev77.

 

[LumberJack]

Thank you. I hope so. I don't now if others have this too; a lack of confidence, that is is just out of sight for the moment.

I hope you're going toward feeling better cev77.

This is probably a different thing but when I'm treated well by others, or the universe in general, I distrust that. I have to keep reminding myself that it's okay to feel joy unless I'm doing an activity with others.

The other thing is my suspicion, as in wondering what incentive these people have to be kind, or whatever. I try to be at least polite to everyone so it's also entirely natural I would be treated the same in return. I just feel so much more familiar with being hurt that I don't know how to handle myself if I'm doing better.

 

[Rhidia]

I feel more like giving up. There has to be more to life than waiting for the End.

 

[KM76710]

I feel more like giving up. There has to be more to life than waiting for the End.

That is a feeling I know also. I wish things were better for yourself and others.

 

[cev77]

Thank you. I hope so. I don't now if others have this too; a lack of confidence, that is is just out of sight for the moment.

I hope you're going toward feeling better cev77.

Hmm, no, I haven't experienced that personally, but it makes sense. I hope things get better for you. Thanks, I think things are slowly going in the right direction. I'm just taking it day by day.