I have no friends I have no life I enjoy nothing I have an 8 year old to look after on my own I feel nothing towards anyone anymore I have no confidence I hate how I look I'm in debt I get anxious about leaving my flat about going into shops about taking my son to school I feel that strangers are looking at me and judging me, I feel ashamed of my past I've slept with over 50 men I feel like I have no personality I can't connect with who I am so I can't connect with anyone I'm confused sad lonely cry all the time and overall feel like a weak and useless person with nothing to offer and nothing good to say u feel disgusted with myself I feel like I am a horrendously awful person , that my son would be better off with someone else he us always saying he's bored when with me and u can't even say anything because I'm bored to. I feel guilty that I can't be a better Mum for homie feel just horrendous like what's the point??? I'm only 28 and I prey every day for death !! I mean what's that all about? Where did my life fall so wrong ?? I've been to a doctor and I have to wait for therapy but I feel like I'm loosing it all now and I need help!! Help please someone out there ??