why don't I ever fucking learn?!?! I should have kept my fucking mouth shut! Sure shit was bothering but it doesn't mean I need to run my effing mouth. but... I never voice my opinion.. or if I have a problem I never address it. my opinion only causes things to get worse.... or cause ppl to want to attempt. What a fucking piece of shit I am. God I hate my life and that fact that I even care. this is stupid post... fuck it.