I've rediscovered the joys of reading. The book I'm currently soaking up is called Running on Emptiness, by John Zerzan. It explains why civilization is so fucked up. I can't get into specifics. But all I want to do for the rest of my life is seek out good books to read. Hang out in a library and just subsist on meager nutrition to get me through. That, and a good movie once in a while. Days go by, and I have meaningful interactions with no one. I'm ready to start now.