We've been living together six months. We both have major depressive disorder. I also have multiple health problems, as has D. I am so frightened that I will drive him away as I keep bursting into tears and feel so low. It shouldn't be like this. We love each other, we like being with each other, we understand each other but I am still suicidally depressed. I'm getting divorced for the second time, my Dad has cancer and now needs a bypass, my son has just left home and.....it just goes on and on.