Hey everyone,
June first is going to be a rough day for me. I'm trying to talk about it a bit now, so that on Thursday I'm not a complete mess.
In 2006 I had a friend die, she was 8. She had a lot of physical issues, but still managed to get to 3rd grade in her homeschooling,and had made a lot of progress with her disabilities before she passed away...it just sucks to think about all of the things that I've done, that she'she'll never get to do, and yet also the things she'll never have to suffer....It's always been a hard day for my family, especially since no one wants to ever bring it up, so I don't really have anyone that knew her that I can talk to and remember her with. It's even more conflicting (yet easier to bury) because it's also my dad's birthday, so everyone just focuses on that. Last year, I asked my mom if she was ok, and she snapped at me, "Well NOW I'm not!" Idk what I'm looking for here, just wanted to share I guess.
June first is going to be a rough day for me. I'm trying to talk about it a bit now, so that on Thursday I'm not a complete mess.
In 2006 I had a friend die, she was 8. She had a lot of physical issues, but still managed to get to 3rd grade in her homeschooling,and had made a lot of progress with her disabilities before she passed away...it just sucks to think about all of the things that I've done, that she'she'll never get to do, and yet also the things she'll never have to suffer....It's always been a hard day for my family, especially since no one wants to ever bring it up, so I don't really have anyone that knew her that I can talk to and remember her with. It's even more conflicting (yet easier to bury) because it's also my dad's birthday, so everyone just focuses on that. Last year, I asked my mom if she was ok, and she snapped at me, "Well NOW I'm not!" Idk what I'm looking for here, just wanted to share I guess.