I feel like every day I wake up I just want to cry my heart seems to hurt all the time. i was diagnosed with PTSD anxiety panic attacks and depression. I get anxiety every day it seems to consume me. I try breathing exercises several different medications but it all ends the same. I hear fighting or somone even seems confrontational and my mind loses control of my body. I start shaking and my heart goes crazy. Im so depressed I feel like there is no way I can function in society. My mind goes straight to visualizing self harm and suicide. I struggle every day to hold on but I feel like its the dead end of a road im being pushed toward. If there is anyone that I can talk to I would appreciate it. I feel I have exhausted my friends and family with my burden. I dont know how much longer I can fight my mind.