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[ShirlzShev]

Hi
I have battled depression and suicidality for over 30 years ,tried all the therapies, I am on anti depressants 2 different ones, all I can say is I just can't anymore, sick of fighting, no quality of life just existing

 

[MrMojonski]

Hi
I have battled depression and suicidality for over 30 years ,tried all the therapies, I am on anti depressants 2 different ones, all I can say is I just can't anymore, sick of fighting, no quality of life just existing

So horrid for you and really sorry. Was there any trigger for it starting or has anything been identified as a cause?

 

[Survivorist]

Hard to hear - 30 years...!! Suffering? Although medication is useful and sometimes necessary - when you take them too long, there will be no effect any longer. Only when you stop them - it will be twice as hard. Therapy - forget, my own experience as well. 30 years means you must be quite resistant. Congrats on that. Check Ibogain. That might help - although you have to get off medication first. Means: Hospital. I can just tell you - it made miracles for me. But that's just my opinion - and it is f.... hard. But a week later you are a "new person". But needs to be done twice - not to forget (after 2 or 3 months).

 

[may71]

I'm sorry that you've suffered so much for so long. I hope you'll say more about what's going on if you'd like.

 

[Windhover]

Welcome to SF @ShirlzShev . I'm sorry to read you're in and have been in, such a long hard time of it.

 

[Holding my breath]

Hi @ShirlzShev welcome to SF
Sorry to hear that you have been battling depression and suicidal thoughts for 30 years. I hope you are able to find support and friendship here on SF. We are an understanding group of people who understand what you are going through. Please keep talking and sharing here so we can get to know you better. Xx

 

[KM76710]

Hi
I have battled depression and suicidality for over 30 years ,tried all the therapies, I am on anti depressants 2 different ones, all I can say is I just can't anymore, sick of fighting, no quality of life just existing

Glad that you are here where you are welcome, but sad that things have been so bad for that long. This is a great spot for support, advice and comfort. I hope that you will keep posting because people here are caring.

 

[sadhart]

Hi
I have battled depression and suicidality for over 30 years ,tried all the therapies, I am on anti depressants 2 different ones, all I can say is I just can't anymore, sick of fighting, no quality of life just existing

It hurts to make efforts to feel better and they feel in vain. I'm sorry that you're hurting like this, but there are a lot of people here who can relate to that kind of pain. So for whatever it is worth, you're not alone in this even though it can feel like you are.

 

[Aurelia]

My question is, what sort of quality of life would you like if you could have anything you wanted? I only ask because I often say the same, and by doing so, I miss the Lord's blessings which are already right in front of me. It's human nature to ask for 'more' than we've been given, it would seem, but it also leaves us highly unsatisfied and feeling as if there is a hole of some sort that we can't fill no matter how hard we try. My advice, therefore, is to try to notice what you already have. If you have shelter, food to eat, numerous sources of entertainment, and the ability to make your own choices, then you already have plenty, as do I.

 

[Angel777]

I have been on meds for over 30 years too so I can relate . dont let this world steal your peace your dreams or happiness . the fight is real , one day min hr at a time , but you try .

 

[Innocent Forever]

I just wanted to welcome you and send love and light

 

[Livelife]

Welcome. I hope you come back soon and share some more with us here.

 

[iloverachel]

Welcome to this forum
I am sorry its been so long you have suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts for over 30 years

I can definitely relate, its been about 8 years for me and even that feels like eternity. I am sorry you suffered fo long and you find a way to ease the suicidal thoughts and depression