I am overwhelmed with all the support and love I keep receiving here. But I also feel so unworthy of it. I'm no saint. I help same as so many others here. And truth be known I do it to help me probably more than the person I'm trying to support. There are members that you can help. That want to be pulled from the edge. Even this is just to try and distract myself. I post as a way to try and hold on til the time arrives. When I'm gone there will be others just like there has been before me and there are right now. I'm a dot okay. A dot. And it takes a lot of dots to fill an empty space. Thanks but I dont deserve it anymore. I always thought it would be great to have a thread were those that DONT think so highly of you could take their best shot!! The ones that get sick of hearing the same old moanings and groanings. The ones sick of the hypocritic words of wisdom. The ones that are tired of seeing my name all over this forum. The ones that want to say "enough already shit or get of the pot"!! So the gloves and halo are off!! Give it your best shot!!! It doesnt matter anyhow. I'm a big girl. Dont let this thread sit empty. Even those that say you're a friend. But are angry just the same. Just keep it clean and leave names out to protect the innocent. Make it a clean fight... ding ding!!