im so sad .. not as in cry cry sad .. im so sad cus u guys all i got .. i can cry .. i do cry all the time .. but that aint whats makin me sad .. its pretending im ok and makin jokes of stuff .. yea it makes me feel ok 4 a while .. but then i get disconnected or hav 2 log out and face the real world and it shucks .. ppl can b so friggin mean ..