thing's arn't really swinging any way right now..

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by emily83, Jun 26, 2013.

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  1. emily83

    emily83 Well-Known Member

    where i am, right now, to put it short, is at a complete standstill

    i've been thinking about death every dayy- but it's been quite a while since i actually took it any further than thoughts- it's like i don't want to live, yet i don't really want to die... it's a battle i face daily anyway but it's like i don't even have guidance either way... i don't have a little voice telling me, ah... things will be better- just live a while longer, and the same goes for death... i'm not desperate for that either

    at the moment it's like i'm dead, but i'm still aware that i'm in a boddy... nothing seems real.

    that's where i am at the moment- not the nicest place to be
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    sorry hun you are at a stand still so to speak at the brick wall i too have felt dead really not alive but able to function daily routine I hope you can reach out to someone to help you get moving forward even a small step hun
     
  3. emily83

    emily83 Well-Known Member



    same. i wish things would be better... so many things are upsetting to me re: circumstances, and sometimes it's so overwelming just realising how bad it's got
     
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