Things I shouldn't say here maybe

[Congratsbaby]

Please do not like this post or reply to it if it doesn't make you feel something deeply and you don't have something long , deep , thoughtful to say.

I shouldn't post this here , and maybe I will regret it. But I think when we are falling , we reach out to other humans before completely stopping to do so.

I have always wanted to be seen. Thanks to the named parents. You made me feel seen. I have met people YK. I have tried. And they are nice , they can be really nice infact. Somethin always fall apart though. So , I am not able to be with someone long term. I know one of you will feel a hint of disgust because I haven't moved on yet. But I know you understand me in your deepest parts regardless.

When you see things , you can't unsee them. I might have become someone I shouldn't have. I would have hurted you if we would still be together. You're pretty and I always wish you well. I was wondering if you think what we had was rare too. Maybe I am sick. Like as I said, becoming something I shouldn't be. But then how do you undo it. You can't I guess.

I wish we could talk under stars while eating Oreo icecream.

I am sorry if you regret it , I would undo it and change it for the better if I could.

It is difficult for me to find my people because I feel other people are constantly masking. I feel sad when things ,

 

[Lisa the Ferrociraptor]

I completely get it.
I miss her every day.
And i wonder every day if she would even recognise me any more.
This life is soaked in sadness.
And that sadness changes you, in a way the people who loved you may never truly see, or ever truly understand.
Things happen to us over time.
That's not their fault.
And it's not our fault.
We just do our best to be worthy in spite of that.

 

[Congratsbaby]

I completely get it.
I miss her every day.
And i wonder every day if she would even recognise me any more.
This life is soaked in sadness.
And that sadness changes you, in a way the people who loved you may never truly see, or ever truly understand.
Things happen to us over time.
That's not their fault.
And it's not our fault.
We just do our best to be worthy in spite of that.
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.. yeah. Yes. It still sucks so bad because you didn't want it to end YK. It sucks because what you had was special and though you might have another special with another person. Ofcourse all these specials are different from each other. So never same .

Thankyou for sharing your story..
The pictures too. From an anime , if I may ask?

 

[Lisa the Ferrociraptor]

.. yeah. Yes. It still sucks so bad because you didn't want it to end YK. It sucks because what you had was special and though you might have another special with another person. Ofcourse all these specials are different from each other. So never same .

Thankyou for sharing your story..
The pictures too. From an anime , if I may ask?

Oh, actually, i produced them with an AI image generator. Would that i had the talent to draw them myself

But seriously, i get it.
You feel like you're meant to move on, but how can you?
I think over time, i'm steadily learning that it's possible to make space for them in your heart, and move forward into something new.
Definitely not easy though.

 

[Congratsbaby]

Oh, actually, i produced them with an AI image generator. Would that i had the talent to draw them myself

But seriously, i get it.
You feel like you're meant to move on, but how can you?
I think over time, i'm steadily learning that it's possible to make space for them in your heart, and move forward into something new.
Definitely not easy though.

Yeah. I am sorry for your loss and what you have to bear ( the things you don't want) because of it .. 🫂