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Pain kept creeping up and I kept killing it. Done in the middle of the night. What now? Need to give my body rest of drugs that are affecting each other. Clonazepam would put me out but I still have enough of oxy in the system so don't want to create additional problemos. Taper on clonazepam is going and I think oxy is helping with it because it takes some of the taper pains away, If I knew that opiates had such anti-depressant effect I would have asked my PCP about them last March instead of sedative. Oh well, live and learn. Am listening to a lots of music. For months it was Norah Jones, very soothing and at times sensual, she's a real gem. Now I am in a phase of Ane Brun, whatever Spotify automatically has it on a playlist. Gotta say, life is pretty awesome. Now I am at the point what my therapist suggested months ago when I just left rehab to look at my legs movements and condition and try to describe it, be a jokester about it. Well right now their are dancing to their own tune, def not along Daring to Love by Ane Brun, hahaha. The good things is I made my peace that I do not have to sleep through the night because there is no need to wake up in the morning and go to work. So fuck, let the legs dance as much as they want until they tire out. The herabl laxative tea is doing wonders, so I am skipping it tonight, haha. Step by step everything will fall into place. I even got a serious offer from a long no see friend to hook me up with his girlfriend's sista and the offer is serious. I just need to make myself fit to drive for a couple of hours.
Depresh smash this morning plus some aches. Clonazepam taper is still going but am getting tired of taking it as then I have to space it out away from pain killer and suffer few hours until that time passes. Per the schedule will take another five or six weeks to get off of it. Hooked meself on some binurial beats, started yesterday. Heard it works in healing and rewiring the brain. I think I will take it easy today, feel drained plus the weafher outside is gray anyhow perfect for staying lazy at least in this mental state. If it were times of yore when I was healthy Id be having music going on, dancing in the kitchen making breakfast amd having fun in my weird crazy mind.
But yeah, glad also that hasn't tanked my Zen. Thanks for your kind words, brother.
And that's why I'm known as the medicine man 
Ah man, the Euros and Olympics I'm so looking forward to. I thought The Olympics was free to air or is it just in Europe?
Ah man, the Euros and Olympics I'm so looking forward to. I thought The Olympics was free to air or is it just in Europe?
Euros, prolly ESPN and live.
Olympics not so much as in the States eveything is delayed and geared mainly towards USA. I'd like to see live things and coverage that is not exclusive. It's going to be an exciting summer sports wise.
Lmao "street medicine man" - make me sound like some kind of chemical shaman lol
Taking into account the time difference, you gotta be pretty hardcore to be up at all hours to be watching those events live. Mind you, I've done at plenty of times in the past which can kind of deliver an extra buzz..
I wonder if there'll be some Youtube channel that'll be streaming it live?
Taking into account the time difference, you gotta be pretty hardcore to be up at all hours to be watching those events live. Mind you, I've done at plenty of times in the past which can kind of deliver an extra buzz..
I wonder if there'll be some Youtube channel that'll be streaming it live?
Haha, you are legit shaman my brother haha, believe it or not, u help us SFrs alot with ye advice.
Maybe youtube. But I already have in mind service called balakaniyum or something like that that streams most sports' events live and have live commentary in my native toung. I am hoping I will be better and weaned off of most of heavy meds so things will align. If I stay up Ill watch, if not, oh well, its all goodio.
Maybe youtube. But I already have in mind service called balakaniyum or something like that that streams most sports' events live and have live commentary in my native toung. I am hoping I will be better and weaned off of most of heavy meds so things will align. If I stay up Ill watch, if not, oh well, its all goodio.