Well, I have to say 93 years is a long life. Though I still didn't expect your passing. You were sick and we were going to take you to the hospital, but then it was too late. You were breathing but unresponsive. It was scary to see the paramedics work on you but nothing happened. Then I had to go and tell everyone, and that was hard. The last thing I did with you was argue. I don't think I can ever forgive myself for that. But then we always argued, and you always argued with everyone else. I wish you would have made amends before you left, and I wish we could have come to an understanding. But there is nothing more I can say right now. RIP Grandpa.