Why won't these people leave me alone!!!!!!!!! I have done nothing to them or anybody... I do not understand what the big deal is, I have been through enough. They act as if my life is a game to them or something, I can only hope for the best. I just don't get it! Maybe one day I can have a normal life without these dark shadows following me everywhere! How did I get soooo darn lucky? How did this fall into my lap? It is like a crazed cult full of robots. I will stand strong and keep looking forward. I know it is by the good grace of god that I am alive and with my right mind. This can't be what life is, I will wake up SOON! I am coming out of that haze I was in for who knows how long...