Today wasn't so great

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Ladybugaboo, Dec 1, 2012.

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  1. Ladybugaboo

    Ladybugaboo Well-Known Member

    Hmm.. I'm not sure if I could say that I've relapsed into anorexia. Since August I gradually began to limit calories, along with over-exercising... I lost 31 pounds so far, planning to lose more even though I'm not clinically obese. This voluntary starvation has nothing to do with vanity. I'm not sure... Today I worked out using the elliptical, after I was finished my ears started to ring and I felt weak so I drank some water but... :puke: yeah, I threw up and came pretty close to fainting. My arms felt like deadweight.. 110 calories today and I don't want to consume any more than that...

    why am I even posting this.... :unsure:
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun your posting it because you know hun that what you are doing is harming you You are reaching out for support I am sorry you are relapsing hun and i hope you can talk to your doctor soon to get some help to stop ok hugs
     
  3. Ladybugaboo

    Ladybugaboo Well-Known Member

    I'm not sure if I'll ever stop. Thank you for commenting.
     
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