Trapped in misery

[Candle in the wind]

I am so low and so desperate that death feels like the only way to make it stop. Just in despair with no way out. Wish I could close my eyes and never open them again

 

[may71]

I'm sorry things are so bad.

It looks like you haven't posted a thread on the forums for a long time. Do you want to give some updates about what's been going on? It's ok if you don't want to, but it might make it easier to understand what's going on.

 

[LumberJack]

I feel like this at times, too. I was even in a severe depression from December 2024 through February 2025. It was very difficult to see any positive outcome that would offset the amount of pain that I was in.

The only way I survived was to decide that I would not let the pain crush me, no matter what. In so doing, I found inner resources of strength and resilience, in fact the same strength that got me through other trials in life. I had just forgotten.

 

[Lifeisthis]

Take one day at a time