I seem to have gotten myself into trouble. I am normally at least mildly depressed, and I do not do much to clean up my place. Things have gotten to the point, the maintenance man will not enter to fix anything. Turns out, he has been reporting things to condo management. I am getting close to being in real trouble here. The manager told me that someone else had to be reported to the health authorities maybe hinting I may need to be in time also. I feel like I want to act out and hurt myself.