trouble

I seem to have gotten myself into trouble. I am normally at least mildly depressed, and I do not do much to clean up my place. Things have gotten to the point, the maintenance man will not enter to fix anything. Turns out, he has been reporting things to condo management. I am getting close to being in real trouble here. The manager told me that someone else had to be reported to the health authorities maybe hinting I may need to be in time also. I feel like I want to act out and hurt myself.

 

There are services that specialize in this kind of cleanup task and maybe contacting one of them would be helpful...also maybe this exterior chaos might indicate something else...maybe worth some professional guidance...J