Its really affecting how I think my co-workers view me.. I'm sad and worried about it. I feel like a fool about it too. I really need a job without much social interaction... But i just don't see what I could do... I really wanted to do game testing jobs but most are over in California which I wouldn't mind moving to, but at the same time, I'm not responsible and knowledgeable enough to take care of myself. I'm really trying to stay positive but its hard with the inter blues on my tail.