unsure of my self

[freemeforiburn]

hello all, i have sort of abandoned my account and i hope to not have concerned anyone… i struggle still, i pushed my relationship away because of my conflicting past with my ex and so many nauseous thoughts. i struggled with my connection and i pushed them away a few days ago telling them i want some space, i feel like a burden and i want them to come back now. all of my friends also have gone to their own places so im stuck with no one. my family has fallen apart and cant even really get to them. my mom didn’t understand nor does my brother. i am at a loss of people to talk to. i would love just chatting with anyone about my feelings, would help me nicely… i have a therapist meeting me next week when college rolls around again. cheers… 🖤

 

[may71]

Hello and welcome back

You're certainly welcome to say more about what's going on if you'd like to.

 

[ilovefood]

I can be someone you could talk it with to. Only when you want it, though.

 

[freemeforiburn]

I can be someone you could talk it with to. Only when you want it, though.

id love nothing more

 

[freemeforiburn]

Hello and welcome back

You're certainly welcome to say more about what's going on if you'd like to.

well, it all just comes from my ex, i properly said goodbye to her and i hold just so much regret still from it. i miss her but i dont miss much. i told her everything and it’s bizarre now to just be alone.

 

[may71]

i miss her but i dont miss much

Can you explain? Do you mean in general you tend not to miss things, but you miss her?

How long were you together with her?

 

[freemeforiburn]

Can you explain? Do you mean in general you tend not to miss things, but you miss her?

How long were you together with her?

sorry for the weird response, i miss her presence. i miss telling her about my day and such. i don’t miss the arguments and the tension i would have to break with her. i’ve known her for 3 years but dated for about a year and a half. i felt like i jumped into it but the more i think, i should have waited more and healed mentally and physically.

 

[may71]

Do you feel like the main issue is that you're missing her in particular, or rather that you're feeling isolated?

sorry for the weird response

It's ok, I just didn't understand.

i don’t miss the arguments and the tension i would have to break with her.

Do you think it's possible that if you were back together with her now, you'd feel just as bad, or possibly even worse?

I'm asking a lot of questions, it's ok if you don't want to answer them. It's just my way of trying to understand and talk to you.