it hurts so much to be sexualised while wanting to pass as a twink
why do i get harrassed even when i try to dress masculine
i miss the sunshine. i grieve for missing out on the experience of skateboard in this weather with zero difficulty
maybe isnt as shit after all. but tbf are like waaaaaaay fucking better regions if
why cant i be him? or her? i always feel like no matter how hard i try my sense of style always looks so weird and ugly compared to literally everyone else
i am nervous as the bus comes. dont ask for it too early. let other people get off first. pay slowly
if i get triggered in public the pregs will be there to save me. also im looking forward to doing pregbs in public for the first time ever
i alwayz get the vibe wrong. my clothes look so stupid and embarrassing compared to everyone else
had i camr here sober i would feel EXTREMELY nervous and uncomfortable
black super dru coat, black and grey striped long sleeve, military cargo zhorts, vans, argyle socks,green fjallraven with a Moomins keyring
libraries are so calming. i remember that time i went to city centre and read parts of a book on essential oils while high it was fucking bliss.
im scared these ppl in recognise me theyre gonna approach me snd say weird shit that hurts my feelings
stay away from strangers. dont tslk to them as much as possible. and if you do try to be extra careful to appear calm polite stoic non-dramatic
i feel dysphpric about my voice not sounding chill enough. akin to gender dysphoria
i feel like a fatter anorexic stood next to an unddreeight person, as a metaphor
i feel so stupid and emotional by struggling to use the printer myself
when i go out i initially feel on the vege of a breakdown but depending on what i do it fades out. hence i should do a snufkin. if i had the money make a special protective outfit
i write like that on the internrt bc of emotional dysregulation. like i said for snufkin reasons, i think id likely be less triggered if i were out the house
loads of docs
drug forms, cptsd help, skateboarding, backrooms
in future i want to print off maths papers
i spent £4.50 impulse purchase on charity shop horror films etc and i feel guilty.
and i lowk found it triggering when i saw
if i go to thered be the same people
i pirated loads of stuff on the library computer, awed at the original factory tracksuits i wanted to buy but didnt want to, and then the charity shop. IM SO DISGUSTED WITH HOW UN-Minimmalist j a.
you either get the brainrot route to to avoid triggering ppl
or you wait extra longer to be in
I MADR THE DUMBEST MISTAKE EVER I GOT ON THE BRAINROT BUS JUST AS T THW COOLER SEXIER HOTTER BETTER BASEDER BUS ARRIVED
someone i dont recognise at all smiled and thumbs up at me. why does virtually evryone know me this is so upsetting and triggering. even further afield like ppl do it
its not just the house its the location. everyone knows me and they treat me as the opposite of how i wish to be perceived (its devastating( - performative in a hysterical way, cowardly, stiff, uncool, outdated, dramatic, screams loud, sexualised, irrational, obsessed with being loved, childish, immature
why do i get harrassed even when i try to dress masculine
i miss the sunshine. i grieve for missing out on the experience of skateboard in this weather with zero difficulty
maybe isnt as shit after all. but tbf are like waaaaaaay fucking better regions if
why cant i be him? or her? i always feel like no matter how hard i try my sense of style always looks so weird and ugly compared to literally everyone else
i am nervous as the bus comes. dont ask for it too early. let other people get off first. pay slowly
if i get triggered in public the pregs will be there to save me. also im looking forward to doing pregbs in public for the first time ever
i alwayz get the vibe wrong. my clothes look so stupid and embarrassing compared to everyone else
had i camr here sober i would feel EXTREMELY nervous and uncomfortable
black super dru coat, black and grey striped long sleeve, military cargo zhorts, vans, argyle socks,green fjallraven with a Moomins keyring
libraries are so calming. i remember that time i went to city centre and read parts of a book on essential oils while high it was fucking bliss.
im scared these ppl in recognise me theyre gonna approach me snd say weird shit that hurts my feelings
stay away from strangers. dont tslk to them as much as possible. and if you do try to be extra careful to appear calm polite stoic non-dramatic
i feel dysphpric about my voice not sounding chill enough. akin to gender dysphoria
i feel like a fatter anorexic stood next to an unddreeight person, as a metaphor
i feel so stupid and emotional by struggling to use the printer myself
when i go out i initially feel on the vege of a breakdown but depending on what i do it fades out. hence i should do a snufkin. if i had the money make a special protective outfit
i write like that on the internrt bc of emotional dysregulation. like i said for snufkin reasons, i think id likely be less triggered if i were out the house
loads of docs
drug forms, cptsd help, skateboarding, backrooms
in future i want to print off maths papers
i spent £4.50 impulse purchase on charity shop horror films etc and i feel guilty.
and i lowk found it triggering when i saw
if i go to thered be the same people
i pirated loads of stuff on the library computer, awed at the original factory tracksuits i wanted to buy but didnt want to, and then the charity shop. IM SO DISGUSTED WITH HOW UN-Minimmalist j a.
you either get the brainrot route to to avoid triggering ppl
or you wait extra longer to be in
I MADR THE DUMBEST MISTAKE EVER I GOT ON THE BRAINROT BUS JUST AS T THW COOLER SEXIER HOTTER BETTER BASEDER BUS ARRIVED
someone i dont recognise at all smiled and thumbs up at me. why does virtually evryone know me this is so upsetting and triggering. even further afield like ppl do it
its not just the house its the location. everyone knows me and they treat me as the opposite of how i wish to be perceived (its devastating( - performative in a hysterical way, cowardly, stiff, uncool, outdated, dramatic, screams loud, sexualised, irrational, obsessed with being loved, childish, immature
