Venting

[littlebears]

Lately what happened to me as a child has been playing on my mind a hell of a lot. I just don't understand how a few months or so in my childhood has fucked me up so much and only now am I realising just how much. Most of the time I'm just numb but under the surface I'm sad, angry, I have hate, questions. I know I've already written about this here, I know I should talk to someone about everything. I just can't bring myself to. I think I just had to get it off my mind again. Thanks for listening

 

[Angel38]

Hi, because it does change how your nervous system responds to the world.
It is explained in the video under the trauma link in my signature. You got stuck in that mental state that is why you need to go to therapy.

 

[Angel38]

May I ask one last thing: what is it that you can loose by going at least once? Nothing : -)

 

[littlebears]

I can't seem to get over the fear maybe oneday. I'd like to have a look at the video but I don't know how to find it. Thanks for the replys

 

[Angel38]

Here you are link

 

[Angel38]

I hope it helps

 

[littlebears]

Thanks angel