I have PTSD, lately it is very bad. There are two triggers for this. 1. talking to my son's father's family again, i had domestic violence issues with him and now i am feeling all of the same feelings again, fear and panic and not being able to control what is happening 2. now my son is saying that he wants to go live in vegas with them. now this is triggering me terribly. I went to live with my mother in las vegas when i was 14, it was terrible and i ended up leaving home and had some really, really bad things happen. So now I'm having very bad feelings of anxiety when I even think about him going to visit. It's like I'm reliving this all over again. Because A, he is almost 14, and B, he will be going to las vegas and he wishes to live there, and he does not even know these people. but I'm feeling a lot of panic like all of those bad things are going to happening again, and he is going to end up on the streets, it is a very bad panicky feeling. I cant seem to get a grip, it feels like this is me and I'm 14 again. I cant get it out of my head. I keep reliving this in my mind. Is there any medicine that i can take for PTSD?