waking up in the mornings- it's got so hard

[the masked depressant]

i just lay in bed litirally.. because i've nothing to get up for.

apart from my fixed music skedule, that's about it- and it's kind of eating me away

does anyone else find this?. they really arn't motivated to wake in the mornings because they have nothing to live for?

that's me

 

[FBD]

Ive had issues with that before. i try to get up earlier than i need to so i have time to do what i want in the morning...it seems to help me move. like i get up, look online a little, get dressed and the spend the rest of my morning doing what i want to do before i have to go to work. it seems to help me get up in the morning

 

[icequeen]

i would think that many of us here have this problem.

i struggled for months just to get out of bed to go to loo...and got over that to a degree, but it is a real effort to get out of bed, today for eg i get taken to a yoga class...i just didnt want to go and i hung on till last minute..i would be happy to stay in bed all day every day. i guess that 80% of my time is spent in bed, i dont have a prob with it.

 

[MLKane]

I lie there and I think of all the things that I'm sure will go wrong with the day. I then think about what I have to get up for, weigh the two against each other and decide I'd rather not wake up at all. Same pattern every day, but I still have to get up, or else I'll just never get up again.

 

[Mr Stewart]

Yep. On days off from work when I can sleep as long as possible, the usual emotion immediately upon waking up is disappointment that I continue to exist, that I didn't die or the world didn't end overnight like I went to sleep hoping would happen the previous evening. If I do have to get up early, it's more of a tangible physical pain as it's likely I've only gotten an hour or two of sleep before the alarm clocks (both of them) start in with their damned cacophony.

 

[the masked depressant]

I lie there and I think of all the things that I'm sure will go wrong with the day. I then think about what I have to get up for, weigh the two against each other and decide I'd rather not wake up at all. Same pattern every day, but I still have to get up, or else I'll just never get up again.

that sums me up perfictly