Empathy Only Walking to the end of the road

[Slowdive]

I don’t know why I’m posting this. I don’t have much to say. I used to. I am thinking of ending it soon. I called the emergency services last night and England’s healthcare is very bad. Places are understaffed, people over worked. There wasn’t much they could do for me. Even though I told them my plan. They just hid my tablets. It goes to show that even if you do reach out for help. People don’t always get it. My faith in humanity is zero. All I know is, this time. It’s going to be it. There won’t be time to regret. Time to think. I would just be blissfully unaware of everything. I hope the next life is kinder to me than this one. Good luck everyone. I hope you find peace somehow.

 

[DarkNightshade]

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. I completely agree with the fact that people, even medical staff, often don't understand the mental pain. I've seen paramedics practically scorn me and nurses act completely unprofessional.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry that you didn't get the help you needed when you reached out. I hope somehow you'll be able to find a way out other than suicide.

Sending hugs if you would like hugs