It something that I can't help but wonder. Was it my fault and did I deserve it? I know that a child isn't responsible for an emotional outburst by an adult, but I can't help but wonder. Was it because I was a bad little girl. I told my counsellor how my mom would yell a me. He asked me if I thought that I deserved what I got? Since then, I can't help but wonder if it was my fault that I got yelled I and if I deserved for the little thing that I possible did.