Hi everyone. I am going through something right now that is causing many mixed emotions. My partner lied to me, but this lie isn't the cheating type or anything, it is a lie that could really ruin my life. As soon as I was told I ended the relationship that I had been in for 1 year 6 months.
Now I am in this mixed emotion of being scared because of the lie... and the relationship I was very happy in ending.
2 days of little sleep and being sick. I come here because I have for many years in some form or the other. I have had help here and given it.
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I miss her like crazy. I feel so let down and angry, but I do love her.
I am trying so very hard to not even let suicide thoughts come into my head. I can feel them, but I don't want it. I have applied to go into a crisis house I have been in in the past, but that could take weeks or months if I even get accepted.
Anyway, I know many people post here but if people have an ear they could lend and some advice I would be very grateful.
Now I am in this mixed emotion of being scared because of the lie... and the relationship I was very happy in ending.
2 days of little sleep and being sick. I come here because I have for many years in some form or the other. I have had help here and given it.
--
I miss her like crazy. I feel so let down and angry, but I do love her.
I am trying so very hard to not even let suicide thoughts come into my head. I can feel them, but I don't want it. I have applied to go into a crisis house I have been in in the past, but that could take weeks or months if I even get accepted.
Anyway, I know many people post here but if people have an ear they could lend and some advice I would be very grateful.