Hello, I suck at introductions. This is how I ended up here. About ten minutes I typed in google "Suicide methods" and somehow I came here. Actually I'm depressed...I'm depressed to death.. Several days ago my psychiatrist asked me if I'm willing to go to hospital... I've been depressed my whole life. I'm on antidepressants and other pills for about 6 months. I fucked up. I'm dying. I wanted to<mod edit-0 methods> myself today. I'm forever alone...I see no reason to live anymore. I have no idea what I would love to do for a living. I'm sick to death of being judged by people. I have no idea what's wrong with me... all I know that I'm depressed... I'm tired of faking smile. I'm so sad. No idea what to say more. My name is Paulius.