Its sad that I can’t be in remission myself, there’s so much too manage with my health but I do trust myself that I am able to sustain my efforts with recovery and I can manage it alone. I mean, there’s so much expectations of me to be better cause I’m still too “young” to be fixated in medical settings you see, but at least the ER now welcomes me to come back whenever the symptoms had no improvements, worsens or persists as much as I think they’re so sick of me that yet its been a relief that they’re not, thanks to all my friends effort of encouraging me to go upon my stubborn ass. Not to brag but I am still the only patient in the hospital who would dare to go to the ER alone (its up to you to believe me or not) though but my point being, I choose to have confidential times to go alone cause I am also so wok about trying to recover from purging as well cause I am seriously avoiding this “unhealthy weight lost regime advice” as far as possible, I just know that advice pattern gonna come.
Anyway, I just want to say, my recovery is gonna be a slow process af and I am sorry I can’t be fully recovered like ever. You’re just lucky I don’t need surgery and there’s no critical damages. I hope we remain friends. 🥺
My therapist is like “welcome to the clinical world kid.” Poo.
Anyway, I just want to say, my recovery is gonna be a slow process af and I am sorry I can’t be fully recovered like ever. You’re just lucky I don’t need surgery and there’s no critical damages. I hope we remain friends. 🥺
My therapist is like “welcome to the clinical world kid.” Poo.
