I used to have a close friendship until the end of last year. That person abandoned me in my time of need. I don't miss that person at all (why would I?), but I do miss having that close friendship. She was the only one I had, and now I don't know how I'm supposed to live happily and be positive. She was, unfortunately, the only person interested in being my friend. (Amazing, huh, when she leaves me hanging in the end?) What now? I'm a shy person, I tried finding people online, especially in my city, and I HAVE NO LUCK. It feels like I'm in the group in the world that has no justice.