Hi I'm new here. Last Tues I OD. It was my first and last (fingers crossed) attempt. Luckily my friend/neighbor stopped by- she doesnt knock, she just walks in. I was out of it. She called 911. I was so bad, they put me on a helicopter. Anyways, I am very thankful to her. But I also know I scared the crap out of her. I'm sure it was incredibly frightening. I havnt spoke with her since getting out of the hosp. On that note, what to I say to my other neighbors that came to my aid? How do I deal with other people/ friends that have found out? I live in a really small community I feel like everyone knows. I am glad to be alive but I feel very confused, akward, embarresed, guilty.... How did you deal? Thanks for your thoughts.