I don't know if it is true or not but brother said the uni I would go ( out of town , after so much efforts ) is bad / fraud so ofcourse mother is convinced and not going anymore.
If found untrue , I would try to go otherwise.
Anyways. Left here. Alone ofcourse.
You know whatever , it doesn't matter anyways.
It's just your parents failed you , the world wants you to be a certain way and ofcourse judge you. No one would care if you die but you also shouldn't die.
All this because I am a girl , was born here.
You know , it is okay. I have accepted. I can go. But , suicide isn't legal and again whatever they say " don't kill yourself " as if that is going to change anything.
Maybe no one can understand truly. That is not your fault.
You didn't ask to be born.
The world can be just.. yeah. It's okay , some people born caring too much without being cared for.
If found untrue , I would try to go otherwise.
Anyways. Left here. Alone ofcourse.
You know whatever , it doesn't matter anyways.
It's just your parents failed you , the world wants you to be a certain way and ofcourse judge you. No one would care if you die but you also shouldn't die.
All this because I am a girl , was born here.
You know , it is okay. I have accepted. I can go. But , suicide isn't legal and again whatever they say " don't kill yourself " as if that is going to change anything.
Maybe no one can understand truly. That is not your fault.
You didn't ask to be born.
The world can be just.. yeah. It's okay , some people born caring too much without being cared for.
