What is the point of living life as a worthless alien loser? Please give me a reason to live

[iloverachel]

What is the point of being alive if I am a worthless alien loser, completely ostracized, alienated, rejected, unwelcome wherever I go?

There is no reason to stay on this Earth. I don't belong here. I am not wanted or welcome anywhere I go. I am just a worthless alien loser who should have never been born. (I use the term alien, because it is clear i don't belong or am accepted by the human race)

Not talking about you guys on here by the way, you guys are awesome and kind, I am talking about the outside physical world where I am a pariah

 

[dying_inside]

You are welcomed here, you are important here and you are important to me, my friend

 

[iloverachel]

You are welcomed here, you are important here and you are important to me, my friend

Thank you my friend
I hope you are doing okay

 

[nicktheundoer]

What is the point of being alive if I am a worthless alien loser, completely ostracized, alienated, rejected, unwelcome wherever I go?

There is no reason to stay on this Earth. I don't belong here. I am not wanted or welcome anywhere I go. I am just a worthless alien loser who should have never been born. (I use the term alien, because it is clear i don't belong or am accepted by the human race)

Not talking about you guys on here by the way, you guys are awesome and kind, I am talking about the outside physical world where I am a pariah

Hey..I'm so sorry....I hope things get better for you.. maybe you could try some Tonglen practice..It's a Buddhist practice..I used to feel uselessness and sad that I'm not being productive and finding it difficult to stay productive..and doing tonglen practice helped me completely to overcome this..Now I don't have those negative feelings anymore..Maybe you could try doing tonglen practice..It's worth a shot..hugs....

 

[Livelife]

I believe I understand what you have put here. What humans do as a whole or why they do it or have any interest in what they do, it just doesn't make any sense to me anymore. I wish I didn't find myself here but it doesn't change the fact that I am. And there's no point in being here anymore. You are a dear person, you are awesome and kind and likable. I have no explanation as to why there are those of us that don't fit in any longer, we really aren't any different than anyone else. And several eastern spiritual practices for a long time have not had permanent affects to prevent what I now find myself experiencing. It's an enigma. I would love to hear some really viable reasons myself.
Sending hugs and good thoughts.

 

[Livelife]

Too much time has passed for me to change my previous comment here.
I want to apologize as I did not mean to imply that tonglen, or certain meditation and other practices committed to were not impactful and altering for many others. It just hasn't worked for me.

 

[Windhover]

What is the point of being alive if I am a worthless alien loser, completely ostracized, alienated, rejected, unwelcome wherever I go?

There is no reason to stay on this Earth. I don't belong here. I am not wanted or welcome anywhere I go. I am just a worthless alien loser who should have never been born. (I use the term alien, because it is clear i don't belong or am accepted by the human race)

Not talking about you guys on here by the way, you guys are awesome and kind, I am talking about the outside physical world where I am a pariah

Maybe if it's possible (I have social anxiety for ex.) we could plan a sf members oz meetup @iloverachel .

 

[brian856894]

What is the point of being alive if I am a worthless alien loser, completely ostracized, alienated, rejected, unwelcome wherever I go?

There is no reason to stay on this Earth. I don't belong here. I am not wanted or welcome anywhere I go. I am just a worthless alien loser who should have never been born. (I use the term alien, because it is clear i don't belong or am accepted by the human race)

Not talking about you guys on here by the way, you guys are awesome and kind, I am talking about the outside physical world where I am a pariah

I feel the same way. Everyone would be better off without me. I know I'd be better off dead anyway. People say they are your friends but they'll never be there in the end. We all die lonely with no one who truly cares. If they say they do it's just another lie. Hope your day is going better than mine. I might need a second 3 hour nap.

 

[Waves]

So sorry you are feeling this. It is very hard being alone. They say man is not an island. That we are social beings and need each other. Yet it hurts so much. It hurts how people treat each other. I have found that family is the best one can get for reliability and help and even that is not a guarantee. I guess this drive we have to be with others is purely an evolutionary drive to keep the species reproducing. It is such a strong prevailing drive. My question is why? What is the purpose of perpetuating species that also prey on each other?

 

[brian856894]

So sorry you are feeling this. It is very hard being alone. They say man is not an island. That we are social beings and need each other. Yet it hurts so much. It hurts how people treat each other. I have found that family is the best one can get for reliability and help and even that is not a guarantee. I guess this drive we have to be with others is purely an evolutionary drive to keep the species reproducing. It is such a strong prevailing drive. My question is why? What is the purpose of perpetuating species that also prey on each other?

Family means nothing. You can't pick your family.

 

[Windhover]

Family means nothing. You can't pick your family.

True it's a roll of dice which we don't even get to toss as it's already in place when we're born.

 

[brian856894]

True it's a roll of dice which we don't even get to toss as it's already in place when we're born.

Right I've always been closer with friends than family. I don't really trust family. If I trust anyone at all.

 

[Windhover]

That's it for me as well; I don't really trust anyone. But, I found being utterly alone wasn't working for my mental health either. I don't have an answer.

 

[brian856894]

Yeah I get that. I trust my favorite person more than anyone but at the same time I'm always worried they'll just leave me like everyone else. Family is just there because they're supposed to be.

 

[iloverachel]

Maybe if it's possible (I have social anxiety for ex.) we could plan a sf members oz meetup @iloverachel .

That would be awesome! Thanks for being thoughtful of us!
It would be tough with social anxiety but i think it would still be fun to meet people on here

 

[iloverachel]

I feel the same way. Everyone would be better off without me. I know I'd be better off dead anyway. People say they are your friends but they'll never be there in the end. We all die lonely with no one who truly cares. If they say they do it's just another lie. Hope your day is going better than mine. I might need a second 3 hour nap.

Hope you feel better soon my friend

 

[brian856894]

Hope you feel better soon my friend

Thanks my friend.