I love her...I love her so much. more than anything else in the world. I want for her to care about me soooooo bad. I tend to spend all day thinking about her. I'm dying for hugs/kisses ....and cuddles=pure happiness. I would do absoultely ANYTHING for her. When she's nice to me my emotions sore....when she ignores me I plumet into the black hole of depression...sometimes it even pushes me to cut. yeah...I do enjoy playful touching like all of our friends do to each other(like tickling or shoving small bits of trash into each other's bra instead of throwing it out....) but at the same time....I would never ever want to date her. Nor would I invade her privacy or have any kind of actual sexual contact. I just want more than anything for her to mommy me like she does with everyone else..... It's obvious I'm IN love.....that I know.... but the question is...am I in denial of being Bi or is it a different kind of love? What do you think?