I'm feeling so fucking rejected by everyone I know right now. I ask people if they want to go do something and they all have some excuse or they flat out just don't want to. My own sister won't even play fucking ping pong with me today. My friends from my old job never want to hang out and they barely return my texts or phone calls. Looking back, every girl I have ever liked was not interested in me. Tons of people I ask to hang out only hang out when I fucking ask them to, I mean they never make the effort themselves. I can't help but think there's something particularly wrong with me that makes everyone not like me or not want to be around me or just be plain fucking indifferent to me. And the thing is I have so few people I can rely on that I basically have to get attention from people who treat me like shit. I think everybody just wishes I would go away or wouldn't care if I did. I feel really fucked up tonight.